Over
and Over and Over
by
Reina Clarete, Toronto, Canada, Age 15
He
would rise at first light and shake his head to clear the sleepiness
and nightmarish thoughts away. He’d tidy up – what little
they owned and make food with what little they had. Afterwards,
he’d wake his sister, kissing her forehead lightly, smiling
as she groaned and wiggled beneath him. He’d pull on his tattered
coat and say to her: “Stay here – I’ll be back
soon” as he shut the door.
He would walk down the rickety
steps as he pulled a cap on. On the way, he’d greet the milkman
with a gentle smile. The milkman was a nice man with a warm heart
and a warm smile. “I’ll leave a bottle for you and your
sister laddie,” the man would say. He would thank him with
a handshake and a grateful glisten in his eyes. He would leave the
neighborhood – which was in itself a right odd place –
filled with all sorts of folks though all of them poor like him.
At the corner of Manser &
Main, he’d meet with boys his like. They all looked the same.
Tired, overworked and badly underfed. He looked a little better
than the others.
They would tell jokes as they
made their way to the Docks. When the place came into view, all
laughter would stop and all smirks wiped from their dirty faces.
They would say their goodbyes and he’d head off to the back
of the yards.
From 7 to 9 in the night –
he would work under the burning sun pushing carts and unloading
ships under the careful eye of a contemptuous supervisor. There
were no breaks – just straight labor. He never minded –
as long as they paid him. Trouble was they didn’t always.
Wiping the sweat off his brow, he’d look to the sea and the
shimmering endless waters, far over the golden horizon where there
were places he could never see. “Get back to work boy!”
the supervisor would order him. He would stay his daydreaming and
offer the man a small smile. The man would only grimace.
At the end of the workday, when
all ships had been docked or had sailed off – he’d gather
his pay from the supervisor who would hand the few copper coins
over begrudgingly. He would take off his hat, in a silent thank
you to the man. The man would only grimace.
He’d walk with his friends
back to the corner of Manser and Main. They would make snide remarks
at the haughty merchant men and the so called toughened sailors.
They’d part again and he’d march down the road alone,
back up the rickety stairs. “I’m back,” he’d
say as he opened the door.
He would always find his sister
in the same spot, playing with a dirty doll that wore a ragged dress
with beads hastily sewn on the hem. She’d drop the small toy
and run to her brother, hugging him happily.
With his remaining strength
he would pick her up and spin her around. She’d laugh with
glee, she was flying. He would set her down and she’d pick
up the rag doll again. He would go to the crude kitchen and find
the food he had left there that morning untouched.
“Why haven’t you
eaten?” he would say to the girl.
She would shrug and mumble,
“I can’t eat that.”
He’d open his mouth and
close it again. He never had the strength to scold her. Instead
he’d pick up the hard bread and cheese and eat it, drinking
the milk the milkman had brought in. After eating the small meal,
he’d lie back down on his bed, pulling the musty blanket over
himself and attempt to go to sleep. A nightmare always took hold
of his mind as soon as his head hit the pillow. Visions of a fire,
the sound of a woman screaming and sobbing would fill his head.
Then sadness would clutch his heart as he read in a newspaper: “Young
dock worker left orphaned – mother and sister dies in fire
near Manser St.”
The nightmare would repeat itself
throughout the night – over and over and over. Though, he
never could remember them the following morning.
Sunlight streamed through the
dusty windows and the moth eaten curtains. He’d rise and he’d
do it all again.
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