My
Best Friends Life
by
Stacie H, Dunnville, Ontario, Canada, Age 14
I'm lost in my depression
Chased
round and round by fear.
Knowing
that my worries,
Will
never disappear.
I long
for someone to talk to,
A caring
friend or two.
But all's
I get is cheats and liars
And everything
but the truth.
My life is so messed up right now.
When,
will this all end?
I am
fighting a losing battle,
That
has lots of curves and bends.
My friends
are all betraying me,
The girl
I loved is gone.
My life
seemed fine and dandy,
Till
my friend, who's an ass came along.
I don't know
where I'll go from here,
I have
no realistic dream.
My hopes
and wishes have all been shattered
Right
in front of me.
I hope
my life will soon get better,
That
I'll find some decent friends.
I'll
find a girl who reads this letter,
And see's
that I'm a good man.
School's
a drag, no good fun,
My parents
hate me too.
I hope
that one day, someone sees
I deserved
more than you.
I am a decent
guy I am,
I make
a lot of mistakes too.
I can
change myself and behavior
But not
like others do.
I am
unique, one of a kind,
I do
have morals and goals.
I secretly
have a brilliant mind,
And a
positive influence role.
I know one
day sometime soon,
My new
dream will come.
If I
just wait so patiently,
The bad
in my life will be gone.
Of course
I know that I'll never have
Everything
I say.
But some
decent friends, a girl with brains,
And a
life would be okay.